Trust No One
One-Way Before I start this blog, I want to apologize for how long it is. Also, I want to state that it's going to be a little all over the place. It might not even make sense why I start writing about one thing and then go to a completely different scenario all togehter...... Continue Reading →
Underdog My dearest Gideon... I've been told throughout my life 'if you love something, let it go. And, if it comes back then it was meant to be'. No one ever told me that letting go would be full of such turmoil, inner conflict and all around dread... I have never been one to become... Continue Reading →
Mercy For a very long time, I had resigned to the fact that by the time I turned 21 I was going to be dead. It's almost as if I had made some unconscious promise to myself that I wasn't allowed to go any further than 21 years as a miserable human being..... Continue Reading →
B Body Dysmorphic Disorder a mental disorder characterized by distorted body image and obsessions about perceived physical shortcomings.Abbreviation: BDD. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Let me start this blog off with saying, sorry that it's very long... Also, know that there are days I can feel very empowered and beautiful, and within a second I can go straight to berating myself and feel worthless, useless and disgusting... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am fat. No... Continue Reading →
Nickey Dubstep 